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mighty2save:

i just… this needs to be here. wow. Lord i see you in this and i see the message you have attached to it, i am listening. thank you.

LOVE this!

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The time is flying by so fast now a days, I can barely keep up with everything that’s going on. However, I’m so so thankful for Jesus and His powerful presence. He is the One who is steady and unchanging and I am beyond grateful for that. Even with Him by my side, the days seem to fly by but at the same time they seem to slowly drag on. I know that makes not a whole lot of sense. I am seriously about a month away from starting my last year of high school. This is the year I thought would never come and now it’s happening way too soon. I have to start preparing to go out on my own with my own responsibilities. I’m terrified of the future, not because I can’t trust, but because I have no idea what will happen. I have so much anxiety but in the middle of all that I have peace, and I know that’s where my Savior comes in. He’s allowing the natural anxiety to happen but also showing me that HE is the One in control. The past few months I have seen Him work in so many ways that I figured were never possible. These next few months and even this year I feel is going to be all about change and getting used to it. I’m praying that Jesus can use this change that’s happening all around and bless it. My hopes for this upcoming school year is that Jesus will make a blessing out of my life so that I can in turn be salt and light. I pray that He can take what I have to offer and multiply and use it to the best of my abilities. I hope that also I can learn to walk in His ways and bless Him with everything I do. I want this year to be full of energy and NEW life! I know He has awesome things waiting in the wings and I truly cannot wait to experience them!

Satan is really cutting deep today, and my hormones are very high. The combination is a disastrous mess. Atrocious, if you will. Tomorrow starts the beginning of a stressful weekend, and I feel that satan sees I am weak. However, I see that weakness and so does Jesus. I am praying that throughout this nasty few days of stress and self issues, Jesus’ encouragement will over-power the devil’s pure hatred and desire to discourage me. Praying to see His beauty and light tomorrow.

Jesus is doing some SERIOUS work in my life right now. I am so amazed A. that I can see it coming and B. At the same time I have NO clue what He is doing. This week I have been pushed to the limit on my boundaries of patience and I’ve stepped way out of my comfort zone (by force) to be bold. Surprisingly I haven’t fought it yet, and I am loving it. Ask me 2 months ago and I probably would have hated being this bold. It’s encouraging to see that God is doing something huge in my life and it’s also awesome to see the beauty in the mystery that lies in what the outcome will be. This is a time in my life where I feel very close to Jesus, which is all so very beautiful but there comes the bad. This is also the devils favorite time to attack and pull me away. I pray that through this time I will stay by His side and His love will be an overflowing light in my life. IM HAPPY WITH JOY!

I just saw something quite interesting and I am now very much intrigued. “Destroy what destroys you..” that phrase got me to thinking what really breaks me down and I found a lot of things that would be a quick fix to a much happier life. Why do we let things destroy and ruin us when we have the control to fix it? Mirrors, I’ve yourself a time limit or just simply walk away! Facebook, delete it. Drama, choose kind words. Evil or bad thoughts, pray! It seems so simple although it really isn’t. The devil loves to attack you through the easiest ways he knows how. He sucks. But if you shut down the things that destroy you, then you can destory him! This week I’m praying that God will break my heart for what breaks his and that I can destroy what destroys me.

Things are weird right now. life is taking a turn that I am actually confused by, and although I don’t feel far from God, I don’t feel close either. I feel as if he’s not really there, and that I am just shutting my eyes to the world he’s showing me or trying to. Maybe I’m just confused and I’m getting down on myself but things just aren’t hitting piece by piece right now. And I know they are never meant to be perfect but sometimes I get the feeling like I wish they would get better. I wish something would go right or maybe someone wouldn’t be mad with me all the time. There are some wonderful aspects to my life right now and there are some hard ones. There are some ways in my life that need changing and there are some that have been changed. It’s all a proccess worth risking in my opinion. I think part of it is my level of trust. I don’t give God enough credit for believing in me all the time and I certaintly dont trust him enough. I am praying for total trust this week and thankful for low places to learn from and grow.

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